still looking for myself

well..
got lotsa ideas to crap about..
tapi tak tau nak pick yg mane satu..

wat the hell...

umm..

everymorning, on my way to work..
am always stumble wif chinese grandpa or grandma yang tgh pimpin tangan cucu or tolak stroller baby jejalan pepagi.. so sweet..
n it makes wonder, ade ke the melayu ppl like us, nenek2 or atuk2 yg kuar pepagi bawa cucu jejalan..
tak penah plak aku terserempak..

slalu chinese ar..
aku sdiri tak penah kuar pepagi bawa anak jejalan..
breath the morning breeze..
best nyer..
unless bangun kul 7 nak gi jogging..
tu pun, setahun brape kali je buat cam tuh..
hahahah..

still wondering..
why this chinese always conscious bout their health..
kalo pegi jogging dekat park, pepetang or early morning..
those yg tgh exercises will be 80% Chinese..

like me.. i luv to exercise.. speshly jog..
but am not too conscious bout what am eating..
am really luv junk food.. but, oklaa, i jez eat 'em rarely..
but sweets.. gosh! i luv sweets n choc so much..
takut gak, later on bile dah tue dapat diabetes..
but i can't help myself eating all those junks..
huhu~

i really wanna eat healthily..but i can't..
coz i dun wanna stop myself to eat everything i wanna eat..
rugi tau..
i wanna do yoga..
i wanna jog every morning..
i wanna rock climbing..
i wanna go to gym..
i wanna.. i wanna.. i wanna...
buat jer malas..
useless..

one day..
i'll do all those things..
that's a promise for myself..
i'll do it..
sooner or later..

yeaaah babe, can u feel me..!
yeah..!
wtf!