kak wa balik dublin

tension nak serve boss nih, banyak laa songehnye..
macam2 bende.. kalo call, banyak plak cakapnyer.. meleret-leret..
kekadang letih nak tadah telinge..
kalo cakap stret to the point ape masalahnye..
macam2 plak..

watever!

smlm gi KLIA, antar kak wa balik dublin..
sob..sob..~
'sthn skali jek dpt jumpe kakak ipar aku sorang tuh..

am so adore her..

why..?

coz she's adorable..

since back in skool..am secretly adore her..
she's my senior..
she's so famous back then..
coz she's skool's sprinter, nettball player, basketball player
n a bit of player herself.. hehe ;p
she's ain't gorgeous or pretty..
but she's so adorable..
tapi mase skolah, we weren't talk to each other that much..
not that close..
but so glad she's my in law now..
hehe.. watever laa kan..

what makes she's so cool in my eyes..
coz..
she's able to work at Dublin, got paid Euro 2.5K permonth, married to a chef..
but still look good n youthful..
really cool..

not cool enuf..

here our pic..



from left..

hubby, me, kak wa n her hubby, mr.RAy-the-chef..

tgk kak wa, aku nampak lagi matured pade die kan?
no wonder she's able to pair wif 23 years old chef..
am so envy her..
not bcoz she's married a young chef..
but coz she's looking so young, staying oversea, gaji 2500Euro.. huh, aku gaji 2500 ringgit mesia pu takdapat, nak dapat in euro..hampehlaa..
dahlaa husband chef..
aku penah rase masakan Mr.Ray..
sodap gile..
bile laa dierang nak settle down kat mesia, buat open house.. best nyer..!

klaa, enuf about kak wa..
am gonna heading to buy nasi ayam hainam..
yum..yum..

mlm ni balik kg.. yeayeay!

babes..
hepi friday!
njoy ur weekn!
daaaaa!~

bloated

aku rase cam bloated gile..
coz pagi tadi dtg awal kat ofis, sempat laa membaham sebungkus nasi lepmak ngan susu kat kedai mamak bawah ofis papa..
becoz of that..
skarang perut aku rase bloated dan adalah sgt mengantuk..

umm.. ignore jer laa..

yg penting tomolo nak balik kg..
yeyea!
balik klantan plak..
anyway, sbenarnyer baru nak balik raye kat klantan..
tak kesahlaa..
lambat sket pun..
dan apply extra 2 days leave..
mengakibatkan aku sudah kehabisan annual leave..
huhuuu~

so nex time nak cuti kene amik MC or unpaid leave laa..

tak kesahlaaa..

takde idea sebenarye nak mengarut psal pe..
pe2 jelaa..

so to all babes out there..
happy thursday..
no worry..
tomolo dah friday..
hahahahahahahah!!!

kemalasan..

adalah sgt tidak ade mood nak mengupdate blog..
but since my pc has been used by sum1 else..
so tak tau nak buat pe..
terpakselaaa.. doing junk dekat sini..

oklaa let me put a pic..



from right.. is me, mak, adam ngan kak anim.. mase kat batu pahat..
dan di dlm pic ini, aku adalah sgt tidak gorjes..
adalah berase sangat tidak best... coz am always wanna be look gorjes.. huhuu~

self-reflective

dun have a clue what am to blog..
jez feel like blogging..

ummm..

a few days back..
feeling like sumthing is wrong with my life..
feeling troubled.. anxious..
like there's lotsa matters r bordering me..
trying to figure out wat's this all about..

but lately, am really dun have time to sit down,
working my brain out..
thinking what i'm gonna do..
tomorrow.. next week.. next year..

what am really want in my life..

how am gonna work things out..
to grab everything i want in this life..

do am really grateful enough for what i have now..?

i am..?

yes i am..

am really Bersyukur to God..

coz am still able to breath..
to see..
to touch..
to smell..
to walk..
to think..
to have faith in YOU..
& to have everything YOU've given to me..

thank GOD..
for everything..

if i have enough gut to apology..

i wanna apologize..

speshly to my ummi..

sorry ummi...
if i broke your heart..
if am never be what u wanna me to be..
if am such a disappointment to u..
& am sorry coz am never been a good daughter..
am sorry.. so sorry..
but..
thank you for being my mom..
thank you for being there for me..
thank you for growing me up..
thank you for everything u did n for everything you're gonna do for me..
thank you..thank you..

now am missing her so much..
n become very emotional..

better leave now & have a deep breath..
perhaps..
a deep thought..

dah start keje laa

last nite tak sempat nak merepek pepanjang..
baru jek nak warm up, maktuk dah ajak balik..
today.. start working as usual..
but seems everybody still in the mood of raye..
pergi keje adalah sgt tidak menyeronokkan..
jalan adalah sgt clear & tidak jam..
tapi..! nak lunch, susah gile..
whether eat up at fast food or lunch dekat mamak stall..
all the mlayu eateries still shutting down their door..
arghh...
even my lady boss also not in the mood of working..
why...?
coz she's coming @ 10:15 am n left @ 11:00 am..
bleh tak?
datang macam saje2 nak singgah..
baik tutup ofis terus..
siap mention kat aku..
"zetty, u balik awal laa ari ni.."
well..
since she's dun give a real definition of balik awal..
so @ 4:00 am..
angkat kaki laa.. chow..

well, today..
i have to leave aiman @ maktuk's..
tho sbenarnye kak ayu yg babysit aiman..
tapi ari ni.. aiman really have a fun day..
coz kak ayu siap bawak die gi LCCT, antar mak balik Klantan..
pastuh pegi nilai.. umah kak anim..
then.. pusing KL plak.. skarang ni ade kat BB..
aku plak tgh tunggu anak bujang aku tak balik2 lagi ni..
tuh yg menyemak kat blog ni nih..
booring takde keje..

tapi oleh kerane aku sudah berjaye mendownload Cake Mania 2..
so, i jez proceed to show off my skill playing Cake Mania II game..
hahahaha...
chow!

hari raye

tgh online using cik alif 3G laptop..
cik alif buat bbq, so fun.. tp tgh sangap tunggu maktuk ngan atuk salim abis borak2 ngan other makcik ngan pakcik..

really wanna babbling bout raye..
my raye was superb..
really fun..
tho raye kat batu pahat..
got to go
nak balik dah.. daa...

sux.. esok raye

sux gile ari ni..
nyesal aku tak apply cuti ari ni..
sume org dah balik kg dah start cuti raye..
bososnyer aku tak apply cuti ari..
dem..
adalah sgt mengantuk dan tensen..
i dun have time to pack a thing..
datang ofis this morning, open up sum lagu raye..
tapi, its jez sucking up more.. lagi tensen, coz everybody alredy siap2 nak raye esok..
but here i am.. stuck in the ofis...

arghhh...!

3 days to go..

am feeling sleepy like hell..
dtg ofis..
b4 the lady boss' coming at 10:30am..
i still can find a place to land my head n have a sleeping beauty for an hour b4 the lady show up on door step..
yum..yum..

zzz....

finally, @ 10:00am..
this beautiful lids yg cam berat gile tadi dah fully awake..

n all the mengantukness already gone..
yeah..!
so i can start doing my job or doing crappy stuff..

hahaha..

hari ni nak kene buat brochure..
tapi takde idea lagi ar..
mesti nak kene buat best, best..
tgh cari idea ar ni..

sambil2 tuh, lets' talk bout raye..
3 more days to go..
tak sabar ar ni..
tapi still got a few things not marked yet..

[1] .:blusher + eye-shadow + set of brushes:.
[2] .:jewelery:.
[3] .:baju melayu for papa n aiman:.
[4] .:stilettos:.

umm, banyak gak.. sempat ke na beli nih?
nak tanak kene menyempatkan diri jugak..
kalo tak camne nak raye.. ye tak?

umm..

raye eve, balik batu pahat..
then 2nd raye return to kl..
raye kat kl jap for one day on 3rd raye..
heading to klantan..
huhu. ponat laa cenggini.. tapi takpe, raye nyer pasal..

okeh..

baju raye?

the most important wardrobe of raye is baju raye laaa!
for me, got 2 kebaye..
one, plain red kebaye wif sarong..
*very nice.. my sis in law kak ayu beli kat padang, Indon..*
the other one, ordinary kebaye, flowery wif purple theme colour..
i put on sum diomonds, so takde ar nampak boring sgt..
then, an MNG dark brown beauty..
a big checkers bag..
a pair of stilettos
a new make up stuffs..
sum new jewelery.. *alaa, jewelery murah2 je.. yg look nice n funky.. not the gold one laa*

for aiman, 7 pairs of baju raye..
baju melayu of coz.. tak beli lagi.. maybe red or purple..
a pair of oshkosh's
2 pairs of poney's
a pair of Bino's
a pair of cartoon networks'
a pair of Crocodile Kids..
a pair of leather boots..
a pair of adidas..
still looking for a pair of Guess.
tapi cannot afford laa.. hahahahah..
takpe..takpe..
nanti mama dah loaded, mama belikan banyak2 kat aiman..
InsyAllah.. Aaamin..

for papa..
a pair of baju melayu..
a pair of levi's n Quicksilver's
a pair of nike..
a pair of timberland..
n a pair a slipar jepun.. *hahaha! brand new what!*
alaa, nak buat gi smayang raye jer..
takleh pakai mahal2..
also a brand new seed's wallet..
and yg paling aku jeles, kak wa die belikan black leather swatch's from UK..
huhu~ nak jugak..!

ter'mention' psal kak wa..
what i did get from dublin?
a shirt.. EDS shirt..
memule aku tak tau pebende laa EDS ni..
bile aku tgk balik kat label..
EDS from ESPRIT..
lor..
EDS sbenarnyer stand for Esprit De Corp..
baru aku teringat.. cess..
oklaa not bad..
grey long sleeve wif horizontal stripe..
not really my type..
tapi dah org kasi
ok what..
thanx kak wa..!

n anything bout raye will continue later on..
sok ke.. luse ke.. lepas raye ke.. whenever.. wateva!

chow!

puase.. tp nak raye

ari nie puase really tiring.. tak tau nape..
lapar plak tuh..
biase puase takdelaa rase lapar..
pg tadi makan jamu laa, vitamin laa..
letih gak..
umm..

walaupun letih.. excitement nak raye makin meningkat ke tahap yg hampir maximum..
tak sabar ar ni..


nak raye..
pakai baju baru..
the best thing for raye tau ni..
every single thing for raye i can get it by myself n use my own money..
weeee..~

*phone's ringing.. jap..*

a few minutes later..

=D

guess who called me?
hehe..
my nephew, 4 yers ol Amir called..
comey..

amir: helo cik zetty.. amir ni..

me : amir.. nape called?

amir: amir rindu cik zetty laa..

me ; yeke.. good.. heheh..
me : amir gi skool tak ari ni?

amir: pegi..! cik zetty!cik zetty!amir blajar
slamat ari raye ari ni..

me : yeke? amir nyanyi2 slamat ari raye tak?

amir: tak, amir tak pandai.. tapi amir lukis
monster besar.. kaki die besar..
pastuh kalau die jalan die keluar asap ikut mulut..

me : oo yeke *ini mesti terpengaruh ngan ultraman tiga..*

amir: baby arif tgh tido.. oklah!bubbye!

me : bubbye..

camtuh je letak tepon..

*then a few second later..*

amir called lagi a few times till laa ibu die perasan die tgh main fon ibu die..
heheheh..
amir.. amir..

this fella, really cute..
sgt2 cute coz putih melepak macam mat saleh..
but really2 naughty hyperactive guy..
talkative n frenly..
he's got a 3 months ol baby brother..
jez like him, sgt comey..
his mom kak anim, my sis in law..
k.anim a former bank manager, now a full time housewife..
his dad, abg azral, a flight engineer at Air Asia.. sgt masyuk woo..
jarang2 jek dapat jumpe dierang, sbulan skali ade laa, coz dierang tinggal kat nilai.. nanti next month pindah sepang..
rumah sdiri, besau.. n sgt best..
ummm..
sekian laa cerite psal amir n family..
happy monday!
daa~

weeknder!

babe..
my weekn's really hectic n tiring..
of coz wif the shopping stuff n household stuff.. raye stuff..
ooo ponat gilo..

since working, i ain't got enuf time to do the housework..
even on weekn..
whenever saturday comes, i'll be working till noon, n when i reach home, already fall out of energy..
usually ptg tuh, tido jek..
so on sunday laa i have to cover up averything..
time tuhlaa nak buat laundry bertimbun-timbun..
ari tuhlaa jugak nak lipat baju2 yg dah seminggu tak berlipat..
arituhlaa jugak nak mop2 lantai..
nak kemas2 ape patut.. nak lap barang2 yg dah berabuk..
dan ari tuh laa jugak nak kuar jejalan..
at the end of the day..
weekn dah abis camtuh je..
rindu mase jadi fulltime housewife dolu-dolu..
got the whole week for myself..
bestnyer..

cam this weekn..
last saturday.. i ain't sleeping for almost 24hours..
after sahur that morning, tak tido balik..
cam biase buat keje2 rumah, siap cabut2 rumput lagi..
till 9 am, get ready, nak kuar umah pegi meeting..
meeting as always, so sux coz it end 2.30pm, gile lame meeting..
sumtimes meetin tuh ntah pe2..
buang mase je..
then, after meeting..
dropping at Sg.Wang.. the shopping heaven..
dapat laa grab a bag.. murah n gorgeous.. =D
then masuk lot10 lak, cari handbag..
masuk laa butik tuh, butik ni..
last2 end up kat MNG.. snatch a dark brown cutie cost 100++
boleh laa..
pastuh balik umah.. dah kul 5..
tup tap...tup tap..
dah kul 6, nak kene gi sentul lak bukak puase kat umah Che Nah..
last2 lambat plak sampai, bukak puase kat dlm kete je..
tapi best.. everybody was there, speshly my cousins..
borak2.. almost 9, dismiss..
heading to Jln TAR plak..
sampai kat sane, manusie punye laa ramai nak mati..
spending my time n my money there till dawn.. round 2.++ am, hubby's picked me up..
drop by at an Arabian Res.. sumwer at jln Ampang, lepak2 sambil makan sahur..
sampai laa almost 4 am...
time tuh dah tak larat nak mati..
tuhan saje laa yg tau..
balik tido..
next day tido sampai terbabas til 10 am..
terbabas coz, missed subuh..
*aku memang tak sedar k subuh tuh..*
n hubby's working at 10, n he's already lambat gile..
yelaa, mane taknye, keje masuk kul 10,tapi kul 10 baru bangun..
ape gi kelam kabut ar..
after he went to work..
sambung buat keje2 umah, tapi seriously tak larat, end up tido je..
sian aiman kat umah main sesorang..
jap2 datang kejut, minta susu laa.. minta amik tulaa.. amik ni laa..
noon, hubby returned..
bangun gi umah maktuk plak..
kak wa balik from dublin..
tak sabar ni nak jumpe kak wa..
yelaa.. dah setahun tak jumpe.. windu.. plus..
tak sabar nak tunggu gift from dublin..
hahaha...
bukak puase..
lepak2.. borak2..
balik.. tido...
abis dah weekn..
cam tu jer..

tak sempat nak relax bebetul..
i mean, lepak2, malas2 kat umah.. watching tv..
tuh pun banyak lagi keje2 umah yg tak sudah..
wish got more time for myself..

my boss' coming..
daa~

tak sahur..

shockingly this morning aku tak sedar bunyi alarm bangun sahur..
so we missed our sahur this morning..
n hubby jez call me now nak bukak puase..
watever, tanak puase sudah.. die yg tanggung dose, bukan aku..
kalo aku yang sengaje tak puase, he has to share the dosa wif me..
he's the husband who suppose to guide me..
malas nak bising2..
bising2 kat diri sdiri jelaa..
nanti aku sound, die plak bad mood..
aku pun tgh takde mood ni..
tgh ngantuk, n of coz dem hungry..
since last nite lagi, lapar gile..
bile tak sahur, melampau-lampau laa laparnyer..

watever..

ummm..

i jez cudn't wait to do the shopping therapy..
i wanna shop to death..
lepas geram..
i can bet after going tru that therapy..
i'll be home with the big smile on my face =D
hahahahaha..

My Therapy's Ingredient List...
[1] .:Tudung-tudung:.
[2] .:HandBag:.
[3] .:Stilettos:.
[4] .:Make-up stuff:.
[5] .:Aiman's:.
[6] .:Baju Melayu for Papa:.

tuh je.. b4 ni rase cam banyak nak beli..
so kalo ade bajet lebih, banyak lagi ar kot yg bleh dibeli.. ;p
haaa, nak beli lagi laa pants kat COMMA tuh, comey laa..

ok, that's it..
feel like to jot more craps
but i jez don know what to crap..
crap or no crap..
chow dulu..
adios..

cine )&*^%$$#@

stupid biatch..
tgh marah ar ni..
today's really a bad hair day..
since morning, i stuck outside my office, coz forgot to bring my own keys..
have to wait 1 hour n half, b4 i can step in to the office..
bodo laa.. huu~

this lunch break, am looking for kedai jahit to alter my baju kebaye, yg aku jahit kat kg, tapi tukang jahit tuh cam bangan gile, dah amik ukuran elok2, jahit baju aku cam aku overweight.. besar nak mati baju tuh.. dahlaa kain tuh kain mahal..
nak alter, tapi kedai jahit yg belambak-lambak kat melawati ni, satu pun tanak amik..
bukannye aku nak pakai raye..
arghh.. rasu cam nak turn jadi hogan jek..
*&&^%$%$##@#@$^*&(*)()(&^^& *mencarut ar ni..*

sabar..sabar..
dah laa ari ni 1st day puase after break for 9 days..
daripada langsung tanak tinggal puase, skali kene tinggal samapi 9 ari..
haaa, amik ko..

ngantuk gile ar ni..
ingat nak kuar gi Alpha Angle jap..
tapi malas ar..
malas nak pegi sdiri..
kalo ade orang antarkan ok gak..
hehehe..

tgh tension ni..
the only way nak hilangkan tension..
shopping..
umm.. bile nak shopping ni..

jalan-jalan cari wallet..

yesterday, lunch break..
i was hopping around alpha angle..
*no ayip..he was sucked up wif his anime back in office..*
looking for the wallet for hubby's..
finally i grab one from SEED..
oklaa, SEED not a big brand, but i think SEED is cool enuf..
it's a black long leather wallet..
it's price 100++ but got 50% off, so it's cheaper..
pheww..! save budget aku..
n wif sum money left, i bought a pair of pant, black pant from COMMA..
pant itu adalah sgt comey..
n cost me only 39bux.. n it's COMMA..
oklaa COMMA ain't famous, but i luv to shop at COMMA, coz the pants all kiut miut, senang nak carik aku nyer size..
n the shirts pretty funky, but not really my type..
but i luv the pant so much.. murah plak tuh.. best.. best..

this weekn nak shopping raye..
but got a meeting this saturday morning.. malasnyer..
tapi dah plan, after meeting nak singgah sg.wang..
lame gile tak gi sg.wang, tho almost evry week lalu depan sg. wang..
*naik monorail stop kat Raja Chulan, lalu depan Sg.wang ok..*
hope i cud find a gorgeous stilettos n handbag over there..
tapi tak best coz kene treasure hunting sesorang..
umm.. tak kesahlaa.. janji dapat barang baik punye..
heheheheheehe....

k,laa nak usha2 skin jap..

feeling sleepy like hell..
everyday feel like wanna sleep all day long..
not enuf nutrients kot..
umm.. ye kot..

today's papa befday..
baru umur 25.. still a young age for a guy..
at first, wanna get a wallet for him..
then i ask kak wa @ dublin buy it for me,of coz i pay laa..
coz kak wa is the lady wif the highest taste in the world..
she cudn't find any of it..
then try to ask ayip to accompany me to go to alpha angel yesterday..
n he promised me already..
but he seems bz wif his mom..
taktaulaa camner plak..
bajet dah ade ni.. rugi tak beli..

smlm pegi amik kete.. papa spray kete kaler matte black..
kaler yg langsung tak berkilat..
kekadang tgk cam buruk jek..
kekadang tgk cam ok..
slalu nampak cam buruk ar..
huh, taktaulaa..
dah mahathir nak keter kaler tuh nak buat camner..

boring ar ni.. sbenarnyer ngantuk gile..
huhu..
nak buat keje, cam biase ar.. malasnyer..