Wednesday, April 28, 2004


1.. Boxers or briefs: none of 'em.. pls dun wear anything... ;P
2.. Long or short hair: pretty long.. but if the hair is like a maggi, u better botak laa, lagi bagus..
3.. Dark or blonde hair: brunette
4.. Tall or short: taller laa... alaa, lagipun every guy is taller than me, rite..
5.. Six pack: six pack but skinny
6.. Muscular arms: Dont care la..
7.. Good or bad guy: Bad boyxxxss
8.. Hats or no hats: cap
9.. Ears pierced or not: either 1..
10.. Dimples: yeah, cute..
11.. Studly or cutie: erm..macho? bleh?
12.. Dark or light eyes: translucent..
13.. Fat or thin: skinny
14.. Jewellery or none: both
15.. Curly or straight hair: of coz straight, but mine is curl, so curly is acceptable laa..
16.. Freckles or none: none
17.. Indoor or outdoor: both
18.. Shy or outgoing: not too shy.. not so outgoing..

1.. Would you date someone just for her/his looks: yeah, maybe..
2.. Chocolate or white milk: both
3.. Mud or jelly: jelly-o
4.. Skiing or boarding : both
5.. Summer or winter: musim tengkujuh
8.. Cake or pie: cheese cake
9.. Silver or gold: platinum..
10.. Sunset or sunrise: both.. tp biase mase sunrise, air liur tgh meleleh lagi..
11.. Have you ever fractured/broken/sprained : Not yet..
13.. What's your favorite color: blue n white
14.. Do you hate anyone?: urm.. no comment..
15.. Who do you dream about: aaar? diri sendiri ar kot..
16.. Do u have a HUGE crush on someone right now?: urm.. ade kot..
17.. Who's the loudest friend: sape ar? tak dapat dikenal pasti..
18.. Who's the quietest friend: tak jumpe gi..
19.. Who do you tell your dreams to: yana..
20.. What shampoo and conditioner do you use: loreal..
21.. How many T.Vs in your house: 1
22.. Who's the last person you called: my sugar..
23.. Where do you want to get married: kat kampung laa..
24.. Favorite number: 777
25.. Favorite boys names: takde laa...
26.. Favourite girls names: zizie? zaza? zetty...? heheh..
27.. Have you ever gone skinny dipping: nah..
28.. Have you been in love?: huhu.. mesti laa..
29.. How many people are you sending this to?: no one..

i'm steal this stuff frm a gal..

gO fUcKeR..!!

i jez red the hell letter frm that fucker to his gal.. well... it's so damn sweet, fucker.. eheh.. n now, u r jez as stupid as me when i was with u b4.. i'm hepy 4 u.. n sorry, i jez can't stop myself calling u fucker.. so sorrylaa.. tak pe erk? alaa, i know u dun mind laa... hehe.. well, i hope u'll get along wif her as along as u could... n live happily ever n after.. weeehehehhehee....

it's fucking hurt when someone u luv, ditch u jez like that.. that's why laa i keep cursing him.. but now i can LOL.. y? bcoz.. ntah laa... jez fuck em all.. heheheh...
n i'v already got someone whe really luv n care 4 me.. n i'm luv him soo muach.. luv u sugah!

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

sugar aint here..
n my bosses also ain't here..
but my dad is here..
dunno wut i'm gonna do now..
1. When is your birthday? feb 11th
2. What is the best gift you ever received on your birthday? 2 swatchs n a tommy's handbag frm my asshole ex
3. What schools have you attended? s.k.berangan, petra, kmpp n ukm
4. What can we find in your wardrobe? lotsa..lotsa stuffs..
5. What is the least likely that we can find in your wardrobe? solder iron
6. What can we find on your study table? pics frames
7. Favourite ice cream? xtreme choc
8. Favourite cartoon character? cardcapture sakura
9. Who is the hottest cartoon character? little lulu
10. Do you think you can win a million dollars on Survivor? no
12. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? looks
14. Do you think anyone in your class is hot? nah
15. Do you have a crush on someone in your class? nah
16. Who do you think is hot amongst your friends of your gender? yana
18. What movie made you cry? armageddon
19. Who makes you cry? anybody
20. Who makes you laugh? anybody
21. What would you save first if your house is burning? my henfon
22. Do you like animals? yeah
23. What would you name your children? hell..i dunno
24. Have you ever fallen for someone who was attached? always do..
24. Do you have a nickname? of coz la.. but its a secret maa.. malu ar.. hehe..
25. What do you think of homosexuals? erm.. interesting
26. What do you think of good looking and hot homosexuals? damn hot
27. How many times have you told someone you loved him/her? so manytimes ar..
28. Did u mean it when u said it? haa.. boleh laa
29. Which outlets do you do most of your shopping at? urm.. bb i think..
30. How do you spend your weekend nights? hang around..
31. Whats the most valuable thing that you have lost? my.. err.. wut ar..?

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

fOr tHoSe mALaYs oUt tHeRe, wAtChOuT!!!


01. You MALAY call each other 'BODOH' for fun, and too
'BODOH' to realize it's an offensive word.
02. You're the LAZIEST person on God's earth
03. Always update with "lagu-lagu A-minor", "lagu-lagu
rindu" and "wayang hindustani".
04. Always give a very long honourable speech start from
Duli Yang Maha Mulia, Tan Sri, Puan Sri, YB-YB, Yang Berbahagia Datuk,
Datuk-Datuk, Datin-Datin, Tuan Haji, Tuan Pengerusi Majlis.. and last
sometime least...."rakyat jelata" sekalian......."terlebih dahulu saya
ingin membuka majlis dengan asalamualaikuwaramatulahiwabarakatu......"
05. Many Malay ended at "pusat pemulihan dadah" for common
drug abuse.
06. "Air sirap" is the cheapest drink you can afford.
07. You like to tease and act perverted when someone with
sexual appeal passing by.
08. You self proclaimed from a superior race (Arabs).
09. You love to eat, especially FREE FOOD.
10. Malay favourite quote = REZEKI JANGAN DI TOLAK.
11. Malay least favourite word = JANJIMELAYU.
12. Your girls got a mouthfull of chicken's ass
13. You can't stand it and always keep on staring at someone
who are better dressing / looking rather than your back-dated looks.
14. You wear your shirt more than 4 times before wash it.
15. You feel it's not right to eat first before everybody
gets their meal (while your meal is getting cold).
16. You got that annoying habit of wanting people to
acknowledge you.
17. You know for the fact that you are supersticious (bomohs
and dukuns).
18. You know for the fact that Malay jokes are decently lame
and you always force yourself to laugh when other malay joker telling
their lame jokes.
19. You always try to take advantage on other people work..
20. You are trained to be a sweet talker.
21. You love to offer drinks to your boss while polishing
his shoe.
22. You always pick on juniors.
23.You don't care if everyone in your class/office know for
the fact that you are lazy.
24. You are very protective on your seniority.
25. You are quite a slow thinker.
26. You prefer to borrow people's stuff rather than buy it,
but hardly return it back.
27. You also always use other's property without asking
28. Many of you are not sincere when making friend with
29. You always waste your time in the public phone talking
about "janji-janji manis", "omong- omong kosong", "aku hidup dalam
blues", "Hindi superstar" and "cinta-sayang". (these are direct
30. Malay most popular ambition... * to the public = "ingin
menjadi seorang insan yang berguna" * in reality = to be a clerk,
despatch, factory worker
31. Gossip are number 1 favourite past time.
32. Malay favourite magazine are URTV, Mangga, Jelita, Remaja
and Variasari.
33. Mark as "bangsa pendengki" by other race in Malaysia.
34. When someone giving a speech, a Malay usually will nod
their head (kepala terangguk-angguk) not to show that they understand,
but just simply to act that they understand in a serious manner.
35. Deep in the eyes of Malay, the meaning of "TERSIPU-SIPU
36. Malay got less friend from other races because... *
Malay are too proud of their own language which makes them stuck-up *
Malay also ignore that other etnic groups and foreign people are
willing to learn to speak in Malay while got other knowledge in other
language. (so now you know why this email is written in ENGLISH)
37. In Malaysia, people said "wear condom and don't forget
to take a bath with Dettol if you make love to a Malay".
38. An example of a Malay with good grades =STRAIGHT
39. A Malay boss are known as
* intimidating his staff
* Sexual harrasing & Blackmailing
* Welcome more family member and friends to join the
* Corruption
* Always bring company's item home for personel use.
40. Malay, as the biggest population in Malaysia, are
always feels threaten with the minority Christian in the
41. Malay chicks always dream to have sex with White Man but
always ended get f*ck by their own species. (Im sorry if this offended
you, but it was a promise)
42. Most babies found in the bushes and dustbin are Malay.
43. Most adultery/incest cases are by Malay.
44. Most divorce cases are by Malay couple.
45. Most yuppie wannabes are Malay.
46. Malay man got the habit using sink/wash hand area to
rinse and wash their penis mostly in their bathroom, hostel and also
the public toilet.
47. Malay love to make fun at people who use toilet paper to
wipe ass because they love to touch their sh*t with their hand.
48. Malay knows that other races could not dare to eat malay
food not because of the spices but because the food was process by
their ass-wiping-hand.
49. Malay use toilet paper in Malay restaurant / food court
/ warung to wipe customer's mouth and hand.
50. A typical malay Ready-to-wear.....
* a long, torn jeans,
* a T-shirt
* a pair of loafers
51. Malays can't live without rice and chilli.
52. A malay who check in a foreign hotel will cook their
food inside the hotel room with water boiler and a portable mini
to save cost.
53. Malay knows their favourite fast food......KENTUCKY
FRIED CHICKEN hot and spicy.
54. Malay will eat fried chicken and burger just like in the
manner of eating rice with hand "one hand lean on the table, slouching
head to the plate and other hand with finger close to each other to
enter mouth".
55. Malay toilet always smells like "petai".
56. Malay love to remind people to have their morning shower
but they themself always ended up having a BO in the afternoon.
57. Backstabbing are malay greatest asset.
58. Cheating in examination or test are heredity.
59. Malay favourite brand are G.A Blue Jeans, Lady-like
Jeans, a fake Ray-ban.
60. Upper class Malay favourite brand are the cheapest
Versace t-shirt, Malboro Classic sometimes fake sometimes not jeans,
old fashion (erik estrada CHIPS) Ray-Ban glasses and a discount sales
Mark and Spencer.
61. Weekend are racing paradise for "Mat Motor".
62. Malay never learn to accept people's opinion as a giude
or challenge.
63. You feel that you had to support Moslem terrorist just
because their are Islam and not because their are a serial killers.
64. Malay favourite living concept = BIAR PERUT KOSONG
65. The only musical instrument you can play is a GITAR
66. You Malay will pretend to ignore and deny that you are
typical.67. You MALAYS dreaming to become rich, but not by hard
68. Dont have money but always want to action - buying cars
like Waja, Wira and other expensive cars while you know you can only
afford a KAPCAI.
69. Parents very rich but still go overseas using govenment
scholarship. Go overseas to enjoy and not to study.
70. You will start to wondering about yourself after reading

n for those malays out there.. watch out.. sum of the things they told r rite..
we shud take sum actions, rite?

stealing again

got this frm tha' urm.. that gal laa


[Slept in your bed] - my big bro
[Saw you cry] - my sugar
[Made you cry] - my sugar
[Spent the night in your room]- no one
[You went to the mall with] - my sugar
[Yelled at you] - timah
[Sent you an email] - hanip
[Said they were going to kill you] - nobody..

[Said "I love you" and meant it?] - oo yeah, to my hOT sugah!
[Danced naked?] - when having my bath
[Dreamed something really crazy and then it happens the next day?] - yeah.
[Stalked someone?] - yeah
[Had a mud bath?] - wud uv to try..
[Wished you were the opposite sex?] - sumtimes i wish so.
[Had an imaginary friend?] - nah..
[Math or English?] - math
[What are you going to do after you finish this survey?] - sweet talks wif my sugar
[What was the last food you ate?] - sum of rojak frm my sugar's supper
[are you bored?] - not really
[How many buddies are on] - haaa.. tatau..
[Last time you went out of the state/province?] - ntah
[Lucky number?] - ntah..
Do you have a crush on someone] - of coz laa
[Do they know?] - tau kot..
[Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?] - oo i do laa
[What do you think of Ouija boards?] - attractive
[What book are you reading now?] - cleo mag
[What's on your mouse pad?] - tade mouse pad pun
[Favorite magazine?] - cleo
[Favorite sound?] - urm.. tade kot
[Worst feeling in the world?] - being betrayed
[What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?] - argh.. malasnyer nak gi keje..
[Do you like scary or exciting rollercoasters?] - of coz roller coster
[How many rings before you answer?] - 4
[Do you sleep with a stuffed animal(s)?] - sorry, i dun have any laa
[If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be] - superhero
[Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?] - ye kot
[What's under your bed?] - dun have any bed laa.. maklumlah.. miskin.. isk..isk..
[Did you have fun doing this] - haa.. saje jek.. sangap ar..

Monday, April 19, 2004



- YOU ARE : 22 years old
- YOUR HAIR IS : brunette
- YOUR EYES ARE : light brown, but wearing green contact lenses
- YOUR FACE IS : urm.. above my neck
- YOUR LIP IS : soft.. weeehehe
- YOUR HANDS ARE : small
- YOUR LEGS ARE : full wif scars.. yikes..
- YOUR HEART IS : hearthrobe.


- YOUR MUM IS : lepak wif my grandma
- YOUR DAD IS : working
- YOUR SISTER IS : dun have one laa
- YOUR BROTHER IS : at his office
- YOUR BESTFRIENDS ARE : pretty n cool
- YOUR BF/GF IS : cute n charming
- YOUR CRUSH IS : sugah!
- YOUR GRANDMA IS : in her early 80s already but still tough
- YOUR GRANDPA IS : still hensem maa.. waaahahaha
- YOUR TEACHERS ARE : boooring...


- YOUR SCHOOLBAG IS : dun have one laa. jez using that palstic folder
- YOUR PENCIL CASE IS : yellow n got a big tweety pic on it
- YOUR WALLET IS : white bonia
- YOUR MOBILE IS : motorola
- YOUR BOOKS ARE : crichton's
- YOUR SUNGLASSES ARE : from Petaling Street
- YOUR TOWEL IS : busuk already..
- YOUR TEDDY IS : sux.. ain't have em
- YOUR CLOCK IS : swatch given by my ex


- YOUR SHIRT IS : red Padini
- YOUR SHOES ARE : vincci black heel
- YOUR UNDERWEARS ARE : pairs of black pierre cardin
- YOUR JACKET : wearing black cardigan actually
- YOUR SOCKS : in the closet
- YOUR BELT IS : dun have one laa..

LeT gOnE bY gOnE

hey, got new boyfren... guess who? someone that is so unexpected..
my God, wut i'v done.. i think this is another mistake i'v done in my life..
i jez couldn't resist it.. at 1st, i tot it's jez a fling.. suddenly, he came out n confess at me that he's really need me so much.. my god.. i lost my word.. dunno wut i'm gonna tell him.. i jez dun wanna be hurt again.. well, i'll try to work it out.. but if i'm gonna lost it one day, i jez accept my fate..

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

pInK sUx.. bUt i LuRvE iT..

got another new fren.. dunno wut his name, coz i cant reply his sms.. my fon dun have any credits.. but Omr said that he's chinese look, soccer player.. urm, sound nice.. actually i pretty sick now, getting know new guys.. dah ramai gile dah.. kekadang tak terlarat nak layan.. aduss..
but.. sumtimes, being single is sooo great.. coz u r soo available.. u can hang 'round wif anyone u want to without feeling guilty.. eheh..

mmmm... dunno y.. y i'm still so hating that gal.. i hate her so much... even that fucker... kuhek..kuhek.. uwek...
fuck 'em..

well.. things i need 2 do..
- yana
- eddy
- nana
- that guy

Monday, April 12, 2004

whIcH 0CCuPaTiOn sUiT U

1. What's your favorite color?
pastel colors! say, baby blue?

2. Your parents are out of town for the weekend. You are to look after your baby sister for 5 bucks. Your baby sister cries. What will you do?
mom gave me 5 bucks. so i shall get my sister to quit crying by all means. now, let me find the baby rattle...

3. If you are to choose one of the following items, which would you choose?
100 bucks. that'll last me for some time. aah~ party time, dudes!

4. Choose the option that you prioritize most in your life.
friends and of course, tsk tsk, a loving spouse would be nice...

5. Your physics test starts in one hour! You haven't done any studying yet. What will you do?it's alright. this isn't my first time not studying for a test anyways...

Which occupations suit you?

jEz bItChIn' 'rOuNd

Adopted from Precious

still stuck at my office.. my weekn is fabulous..
on friday, i hang over wif nana, wan n frens... at 1st, jez chill wif nana n omar at Uncle Don, n then Wan call me up, i asked him to join us.. then he came, omar blah.. he's kidnapped us n stay wif his BMI's fren.. missing alan, apiz, wa'im n that black skinny guy alot.. n their gals r so dull n bored.. sombong lak tuh.. me not interested laa.. by 6am, baru laa Wan antar kitarang balik..
i slept over at nana's house coz my dad's here..
then on saturday, fooling round at klcc, watching 50 most eligible bachelors..
n have snap a pic wif the hottest guy in town, roshan.. damn.. he's hot!
n i met naza n her sisters.. i tot she's kinda hot n cute.. but.. vice versa..
boleh laa tahan.. but not her twin, naz.. diarang dress up.. mak aii..! no comment laa.. but she's nice.. n we'v been plan, to have fun at IBIZA next weekn.. yeyeah!!
n that nite, i slept for 14 hour.. wow! heheh... my new record.. frm 9pm to 11am.. aku bangun sampai pening2, sakit blakang laa... n then that evening kluar lepak ngan wan.. jez makan2 n jalan2.. chill... erk.. n last nite Omr ask me out, having fried ice-cream at pasar malam.. but cancelled it last minute.. n promise me 2 takes me out this wed.. well, can't wait towatch 50 1st date.. but dunno wif whom... urmmm....

Friday, April 09, 2004

oRdInArY sUcKiN' dAy..

well.. ain't have any jobs to do.. wasting my time again at my office..
last day mr S_full ask me 2 watch muvi wif him.. but damn, me so tired maa.. n then m starting feelin not comfortable wif him.. he seems talking bout obscenes stuff all da time.. i dun like him!.. at 1st, i found him attractive, speshly wen talking on d fon.. but now.. he's pretty annoying.. urm.. jez leave him alone, rite..
n last nite, i was so emotional, n i cried.. it's been awhile since the last time i cry over for a lomo lame guy.. mayb bcoz m started to care more bout him, then it's pretty hurt wen he started to ignore me.. but soccey.. like ppl say..
easy come, easy go
he said he wanna meet me last nite.. but he ain't calling.. then i send sms to him, said tha' i was so kecik hati wif him.. then 'round 12, he called me but can't talk really well coz the signal is really fucking bad.. tapelaa.. things getting slow.. n i think he deserve a better a gal than me..
bcoz he's da 1 of quality guys who still available..
hope he's doin' fine wif his life..
sob.. sob..

think tha' i wanna go clubbing wif One dis weekn, but.. ma dad is here.. damn..
can do nothing.. arghh.. so i plan i jez hang out wif ma ladies frenz.. ask nana or sya.. dah lame ar tak lepak ngan diarang...
or wanna catch 50 1st date wif L or O..
dunno ar..???

my life's getting bored.. bored.. n bored each day.. coz evryday i met the same dull face.. fortunately ther's a few jokers r ere.. at least.. tade laa bosan sgt erk..
today supposed 2 b i need to check up sum drawings.. jap lagi laa buat.. bertenet ar jap.. ok babeh..

i luv maself!!!

Thursday, April 08, 2004

Adopted from Precious

wut da @#$%!!!

jez finish my work 4 today..
here, wut i wrote here everyday.. bcoz m so pissed off.. piss off by a guy.. damn..!!
wonder y i'll always mad huh? dunno..

last 2 days, that fucker's befday.. i jez wish him tru email..
wondering, wut i'm gonna do this weekn..? wanna watch muvi, but wif who? mr.O or mr. L or Mr.S_full? dunno.. or wanna hang out wif mr.One..?
mr.damn_P_L said he's gonna balik kg again this weekn... huh! he ain't call or send sms even not miss call ma fon.. wut the fuck happend actually?! i can't understand it, fucker..!
this morning, he had missed call me.. ntah.. bengang sial..
pening.. pening..

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

Wicked Angel
Adopted from Precious


lady's Daily Forecast

Quickie: You have faith. You also have an agenda. Recruit anyone that gets in your way.

Overview: Turn off the computer and put your credit card away. Who needs cybergratification when someone new and oh-so-interesting is toddling around just outside your door?
in my office.. actually i have to update the inventories list.. but the data ain't wif me now..
weekn ni ramai ajak aku tgk wayang.. tp.. urm.. tataulaa..
ngantuk siut..
nak tidur ar jap.. kul 2 bangun smayang, kol mr.shiram, mitak schedul nak buat inventories..
da daaa..
Dear Boy,
I do not know who you are, but I do hope we'll get to know each other perfectly.
I pray that when we meet and fall in love, you will love me for me, and not hope for someone who is thinner or prettier. I hope you won't compare me to girls who may have brighter smiles. I hope that you will make me laugh, take care of me if I get sick, and be trustworthy.
I hope you will remember that I prefer tulips to roses, and that my favorite color changes.
When we go on a date, please don't stress about where to take me; what's important is that I'll be with you.
If I cry, please know it isn't because of you, just hold me close and I'll heal quickly. And, if it is because of you, I'll heal just the same.
And if we decide to break up, please understand
that I may be bitter, but I'd like to be your friend if you'll let me. I promise to remember that you have feelings too, even though you'll never admit it, and when you are ready we'll have a friendship.
Please tell me if anything I do bothers you, or if something just doesn't sit right. I would like you to always be honest with me. If I have a bad day, I hope you will shower me with confidence and smiles.
I hope you don't think that I'm asking too much of you. I hope you understand that I'm a little bit nervous and very scared. Every relationship is a new game of cards, and ...(sigh)...I've never been good at cards. But I will try my best to be kind and love you dearly for all that you are, without expecting too much from you. Thank you for listening; this is all that I ask.

-taken from Sarah Bercot-

adapted from HER blog...

Thursday, April 01, 2004

Wed, April 1 (09:53 am)

in dang wangi now.. last nite hang out wif O.. my God, my pal's bf.. wut i did huh? hehe.. alaa bukannye de pe2 pun.. jez hang around n have fun.. ari ni nak jogging lak ngan mamat tuh..
jez reading that blog.. i'v bcome hate, hate n hate her more.. well.. tape laa, jez let her alone, rite?!! muwahahaha!!!!
having a date wif mr. P again.. huum.. n he ain't like b4.. biarlaa die..
n saiful.. urm.. tha' guy kinda weird, but he's got a cute voice..
ari nie kene check drawing.. pastuh.. ntah.. ari2 gi kejer, asik ngantuk jek.. huum..
making sum new pals.. pretty nice huh.. ihik..
well.. bile nak gi club agi ar? O ajak aku smlm.. but not sure bile.. kalo techno, die anytime jek.. maleh aku nak layan techno, sakit otak.. huhuuuu..
fuck the bitch!