weekender

am at orange watching 'the house bunny' online.
coz ain't got interesting stuf to do.
layan jelaa muvi online.

well, how i feel now?

umm, am feeling kinda good.
greatful.
thankful for a such fine day.
hahahaha!
a lil bit sangap actually.
tapi as long as ade activity kire ok ar ni.
tgh tunggu hunky abis keje.
maktuk kene admit hospital lak, batuk berdarah.
risau ar gak.
me at seksyen 5 skarang, tunggu jelaa hunky kol baru balik.
mrr2 konfem jam gile.
so, ikut jalan ampang jelaa.
dah abis one hour nanti, blah je ar.

klaa.. pi layan house bunny balik.
daaa~

kesangapan..

sangapnyer kat opis nih..
dah takde keje nak dibuat.
tho hari ni dtg lambat, pegi jumpe dentist,
still rase cam.. haiz~ lambat nye mase berlalu.
talking bout dentist.. ummmm..
i have to take out two of my teeth.
huuu~
alamatnye rongak ar aku nanti..
tuhlaa, sape suh tak jage gigi bebetul.
takut plak jadik cam both of my parents.
by 40+ sume gigi dah takde.
oh tidak!
btw,
thanx to my babe, temankan aku gi klinik.
hehe, padahal bleh jek gi sesorang.
tapi saje nak ngade2, bawak teman. ngeehahaha!

so...

^_^"

wer babe atsu, tak online kah hari ni?
time takde keje laa die tanak memunculkan diri.
dah mati kutu, tak tau nak buat pe.
hummm...lalalalala..
nak buatpe ar?

it's over jesse Mc

am jez listening to this song alot, lately.
its' over-jesse mc cartney.
humm, i think, today also gonna be a random entry.
bukan pe, buat random entry cam senang sket.
each topic tuh leh wat pendek2 je.
so takde ar nak kene perah idea nak tulih pe pepanjang.
hehe. gile pemalas pompuan ni.

1. going green

i dunno why, unconsciously am starting to have some kind of environment conscious.
start with, tak membuang sampah merate-rate. kulit gule, coklat mesti simpan dlm bag dulu, bile dah jumpe dust bin baru buang. lately, beli baju, bayar, terus masuk bag.
no more plastic bag. buat pe pakai plastic bag. nanti buang tong sampah gak. unless ade certain plastic bag aku simpan wat recycle, pakai balik. pastuh siap lecture anak-anak murid aku lagi. "kertas yg dah pakai, jangan buang suke hati. simpan je.later, dah bertimbun, jual laa kat old news paper."
tapi babe, betul cakap aku. try pikir erk, ok let say everyday everyone of us save 1 piece of a4 paper.n there are hundred of us. so everyday, we'll recycle 100 pcs of a4 paper. for a month, we'll save 3000 pcs. a year dah brape pieces kite leh recycle, n imagine how many trees we could save. itu kalo 100 ppl jelaa kat malaysia buat cam tuh. kalo more than 100 yg buat.n we save more than an a4 a day. mesti lagi banyak leh kite save, tul tak?
so babes, let's going green..

"going green is a new pink"

2. Works

memandangkan keje tengah banyak. jap lagi dah nak balik.
len kali laa sambung sesi random merandom ni.
hahahahahahahahah!

am feeling s***

aku malas nak mencarut sbenarnye pepagi ni.tapi rase sangat sux.
mane taknyer, last month nyer gaji tak dapat-dapat lagi.
babi betul! aku tgh broke gile ni. nak mintak ngan hunky pun,
duit dah kurang. hari tuh balik kg, dah abis banyak duit.
langsung broke gile.
hummm, yg lagi satu tuh, masalahnye, bleh tukar kete baru, pindah ofis.
tapi gaji staff, sekor pun takleh nak bayar.
lancau gile!
argghh!!!

changing skin..

tukar layout..hehe! pakai template jek senang. simple n senang nak bace.
layout yg lame tuh cam dah boring gile.lame gile pakai. malas nak edit n update. ngeehahahaha!
sangap ni. sorang kat ofis.. ingat nak buat random entry jek.. humm~

1. Body aku slouch. one of the reason why am slouching coz tanak kasik boobs aku nampak ketare besar. ok, my boobs quite besar untuk body aku yg agak petite. so, everytime pakai body hugging, my boobs dapat attention unconditionally from men. huh! sangat tak suke ok. tapi bile dah slalu slouch, dah jadi habit lak duduk bongkok sket. oh tidak! aku tanak jadik hunchback! tak rela!tak rela!

2. Pagi tadi dengar fly fm. dorang bincang psal topik.. "are u gonna pick brain over sumthing else?"
for me laa, am always attracted to guy with brain. thats why i was head over heel toward my ex, i luuurve his brain. then here come the looks in second place. tho looks is in 2nd place, guy with brain without looks also gonna be rejected. hahahaha!
sungguh kejam. that's why hunky is the combination of bright brain, good looks n hot bod. yeah baby! yeah!

3. My weekn adalah sangap. tapi oleh kerane berjaye pegi swimming n hang out wif the gals, my sunday end with the smile in my face.hehe. tho saturday kene keje,then 24 hours sleeping, i think everything jez fine laa.

4. Anyone dah buat azam baru? for me next year, banyak bende nak target nih. kene buat list n planning, kalo rajin buat ar time frame skali. hopefully, takde ar set goal jek, buatnye tidak. tapi slalu nyer macam tuh ar. hehehe..

5. dah tak tau nak cite psal ape lagi. tadi bos balik,dah kene panggil suh betulkan position pokok bunge fake yg die dapat kat dlm ofis die. pastuh, langsung aku tak ingat nak tulih pe. so..
next time jelaa sambung balik.

Happy Black Monday! mmwahxmmwahx!!

ummm..

Thank God..
my kekusutan dah berkurangan..

Alhamdulillah..

i feel alot better..
dah dapat duit nak bayar hutang.
ade duit sket isi minyak kete.
dapat lunch ngan fira.
n sangap takde keje kat ofis.
huumm..
better!

what's in my mind now, tgh pikir.
how i can be a better person?
physically n emotionally.
i think my physical not that bad laa..
except for my facial skin n my perut laa..
other part? bleh laa score lebih sket.
i think, being me rite now,
kinda oklaa..
coz i have the confident in me.
but being confident alone ain't enuf.
there's 2 main things i wanna seed in myself.
charisma and discipline.
i know, it's not easy to be a charismatic person.
but charisma can be develope slowly.
for me, charismatic people always impress me alot.
person like syarifah armani, really blow me away.
to be confident n bold at the same time very ease with people..
humm~ agak susah ar.
but am trying.. trying hard..

be discipline..
discipline for me is the hardest things.
tho sumtime i do have obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD),
tapi kekadang je.
so bile aku dah sampai angin malas n bad mood.
rumah cam tokang pecah.
duit spend sesuke hati.
n keje nyer melepak jer memanjang with the gals.
thats y laa i wanna be a discipline freak.
for me, self-discipline is one way to be great n successful.
n i define my past failure is totally because of lack of self discipline.
if only i can synchronize between my conscious n subconscious mind.
fuhh! konfem i'll be the person who i always want to be.

but..

humm..

what kind a person i wanna be..?

u?

what kind of person u wanna be?

kusut..

i shud get my cek today.
but i dunno if the woman stil want to fucked up,
habislaa aku.
but hopefully not.

well, kenapakh aku mempunyai sindrom mengantuk pada waktu pagi yg sangat kronik.
dah tak tau dah nak buat camner.
nak kate tido lambat, takde ar lambat.
tapi selalu nye, tido malam takde ar lena sangat.
mungkin sebab tak tido lena sangat kot, tuh yg pepagi mengantuk je keje.

haiz~...

beside of mengantuk.
kepale pun tgh kusut ni.
lotsa dilemma, sampai aku sdiri pun jadi konfius.
tak tau nak buat ape.
susah ar camni..

ish!ngantuk laa. tension ar ni!

chenta~

hey, am kinda like my new job now.
hahaha..
apelaa aku ni.
smlm actually macam homesick ngan ofis lame n my one n only ofismet, feera.
tapi ari ni cam dah ok.
all the galz smlm pujuk aku, 'sabar jelaa..'
including hunky.
suh aku blajar susah2 sket.
sume nak senang, ape citer ar.
so, today i learn to luv new thing, new environment n new ppl.
n i started to like it.
humm.. am glad n thankful.
muahxmuahx to the galz n hunky..

aduss..
nak 'uk'uk lak.
later~

bongek..

haiz..
new job sux!
really sux than my previous job..
so, think am gonna return to melawati jugak..later on..
i jez can't stand it..
kalo gaji jauh lagi mahal, takpe gak..
ni gaji same jek..
bile pk balik..
tanak ar aku..
tsk..
adakah aku sangat mengade-ade..
i dun think so..
becoz they pay me wif the same amount of money..
am gonna pick for the one that give more benefits..
even sumthing like, wearing casual clothes to work..
flexible working hours..
job that more challenging n require my creativity..
of coz am picking the one which has more freedom..
hey, dierang kasi gaji same ar..
kalo tak same
takpe gak..
cam ni ar..
due company kasi gaji same..
let say, both kasi 2k..
A company..
give all the flexiblelity u need..
even the boss is so kind towards u..
he always gave the compliments u need..
then..
the B company..
they are very strict.
die nyer keje, mak ai banyak gile..
simple admin work, tapi banyak gile babi..
boss plak.. jap2 menjeling.. jap2 kasi jelingan tajam..
sampai ko nak terkentut pun takut..
humm..
tapi, company besar..
full with potential..
ofis cantek jek..
tapikan, masalahnyer kan, sebesar-besar ofis ni..
aku sorang je pompuan..haiz..
dah lah sume brader2 kat sini nerdy..
aku rase cam, aku lagi pervert dr dierang..
adush..
lemah tul..
umm..
nampak sangat aku suke keje kat company A tuh..
yelaa, gaji same babe..
kalo die kasi gaji lebih 2,3 rat ok gak..
ni, same..
dah laa sabtu kene keje..
malas nyer..!
ish, ngade ar aku ni..!
keje jelaaa diam2..
banyak komplen plak minah ni..
erk.. tetibe ade alter ego plak..
hehe..
another 10 minutes to go home..
jez can't wait to meet the girlz..
girlz.. help me..
huuu~