got the biggest problem in my life...the biggest mistake that perhaps i will regret in my whole life...
i lose my grip to my faith.. i jez dunno wut i'm gonna do next in my life..
it's bout a life n death..n our punishment..should i keep it or jez leave it..?
huuuuummm...
dunno..
wish there's sumbody could help me to figure this mess out..
i'm scared to death..
wutever happen..my luv will be by my side...always..
i wish i could stand the pressure.. for another 2 or 3 years ahead..
my God,help me..