got the biggest problem in my life...the biggest mistake that perhaps i will regret in my whole life...
i lose my grip to my faith.. i jez dunno wut i'm gonna do next in my life..
it's bout a life n death..n our punishment..should i keep it or jez leave it..?
wish there's sumbody could help me to figure this mess out..
i'm scared to death..
wutever happen..my luv will be by my side...always..
i wish i could stand the pressure.. for another 2 or 3 years ahead..
my God,help me..