!#@$%^%%&^*

aku pepagi dtg ofis bengang gile..
aku dah 2 minggu tak jumpe bos..
die suh aku buat design utk label detergent2 tuh..
pastuh banyak songeh plak..
masalahnyer, everything die jez tinggal note jek..
zetty, but tuh..buat nih..
then, zetty... tukar tuh tukar nie, tukar tuh..
n ade this one artwork, for advert kat dlm flyers media focus..

die suh aku tukar background ade gambar bukit bulat2 n ade gambar helang...
wtf...!
gambar2 yg dah ade pun dah berminggu2 aku carik..
mane aku nak carik gambar bukit bulat ade gambar helang or kelawar..
*(&)^%$#@@

pastuh die suh aku buat design pelik2..
kekadang bende yg die suh, aku buat tuh takleh nak buat..
tapi aku takleh nak xplen kat die by note, coz i have to explain verbally, dem!
bos aku plak, die tak dtg keje siang..
die keje mlm jek..
lagi2 bln puase ni..
after terawih baru dtg ofis...
arggghhhh...

that's the thing makes me wanna switch my job..

dem..!

changing..

hey, today the fifth day we puase rite..
n ari ni adelah hari plg tak meltihkan.. yey..!

do you see the mood icon at the bottom..
it's show that i'm ambitous today..
well..

everytime i go to the meeting at Prudential,
i will be return feeling very ambitious..
yup, i'm gonna change my pathway to be an insurance agent..
seriously ok..
what i like to be in the Prudential,
everyday we will meet ppl who very hardworking n
motivated wif high self-esteem..
n seeing 'em..
really drive me up..

i really wanna grab my goal, that this coming
May 2008
i'll got paid 5grand per month..

InsyaAllah..

it's not that i terkejar-kejar all the materials n glamorous stuff..
i jez wanna make mylife better n able to help other ppl..

that's the stuff i wanna catch around, sooner..

zetty..!!

work hard..
pray hard..
luv loads..

papa.. aiman.. luv u sooo..


May 2008
RM5,000 Monthly

Ramadhan..

lately my lady boss dtg awal..
tak sempat nak buat bende2 ngarut kat ofis..
biase 1st 2hours,mesti sesorang jek kat ofis..
so at that time laa aku buat kejer2 mengarut..
cam update blog..
bace blog org..
update frenster..
n yadaa..yadaaa..

tak tau laa nape k.sidah *she's the lady boss, ok*..
slalu dtg awal.. tak best ar..

today, the fasting holy month has started.
we bangun sahur only eat nasik berlauk ikan sardin n serunding daging.
not bad, walaupun takdelaa sedap sgt..
but okla..
till, 10 am now..
takde rase letih pun lagi..

well, hope this Ramadhan i could change my way of life..
change a bit to be a better person..
IsyaAllah..

apathetic

hey, i'm back...! using my ol' blog..
hahaha.. before this pakai the bellemommy..
tapi that one aku rase cam cux gile..
aku rase this one lagi gorjes n cool..
i change the pic..
see, ain't that lady is gorjes..
i wish it is me..
hahahahahah

i feel vewy apathetic gile..
unmotivated n sleepy..
uaaaarghhh... *menguap dengan mulut terbuka seluas-luasnya..*
well...
takde idea lagi nak blog ape..
ayb sumtimes later..
beside the skin template tak update lagi..
maybe later on also..
maybe i shud get back to work..
daaa~

2 months..

it's almost 2 months i ain't blogging..
lotsa things happen.. good n bad things..
one of the event i can't forget is raye..
huhu.. i met that stoopid gal at nolie's wed..
she's trying to avoid me all along..
i can't see the hate in her face..
well baby.. jez take ur hate to ur entire life.. i dun care..
i know u r suffering when seing me wif my beloved husband..
well, i dun mind if every gals fren were by ur side ignoring me.. coz i got my husband beside me all the time..
pa, i luv u..
mmmuuaaahhh...!!!
n wut else ah...?
erm..
the most bad thing happend.. we lost our saving rm3000 becoz of being stupid..
it's our fault... both of us.. n the sad thing is.. that saving is actually for our baby.. n now we in the hell.. try to find a way to get back the money coz hell the money we have now ain't enuf for my baby..
God help me...
well..
*sigh....*
2004 is really the worst year in my life..
i dun want to remember any single things had happened in this horrible years..
flash back..
early of the year.. i was greaving after that stupid moron, fariz fucker (well, seems to me he's celebrating his 1 year relationship with that bitch this month, hepi anniversary dudes!)
then i lost my frenship with amar.. (for a long while i guess..)
then i started to have my wild life..
fooling around..
start to ruin myself with cigar n drinks..
then i get fucked n get preganant..
then get married..
then damaging my ten years frenship wif my fren.. used to be a best fren perhaps..
get my study ruined..
n lastly, lost rm3000 for my stupidity...
i hope it's enuff for this year..
n now i'm counting down my day to deliver this innocent lil baby..
i hope n i pray..
when this lil boy meet the world..
he would bring such a good luck n happiness to our life...
insyaAllah..
n may 2005 bring back all those happiness that i had miss so much..
n to my beloved husband..
i love u so much..
body n soul..
i dunno how i can make it tru this without u my love..
i love u.. i love u..
n i always do..